Man's Hardest Question

How long will I feel this dark loneliness?
This pain inside that will not go away,

I don’t care about her expensive dress,

I care ‘bout one thing, you know what I’ll say.

Each day without you is another fight,

I fight till I hear that deafening yell,

Then I climb to the very highest height,

I think you know what I’m about to tell.

Whenever I see you, I’m taken back,

Whenever I hear you, my heart races,

Although I love it when we get to yack,

I’d like to get past the early basis.

Asking the question is no easy feat,

“Later you want to get a bite to eat?"

Out Of Control

I don’t know now, I’m on autopilot,

I ride this life, it often really hurts,

I suffer now, this life is so violent,

I’m walking on hot coals, it only burns.

My life takes a turn, I’m feeling so good,

She came into my life, I feel so high,

But then she leaves, just as I knew she would,

She does not even let me say goodbye.

I take control again, I’m in the lead,

But until now, I have been the small pawn,

Pathetic and killed off just like a weed,

It won’t be long until my life is gone.

Now life beings to spin out of control,
Crash landing; falling deep into a hole.